This is me
Can it be real
Why cant i see
Why cant I feel
Is this thee End
Or just the beginning
Why arnt you here
Why Is Why so far away

Why cant it be real
why cant it be true
all of my dreams are falling
In love with you
you cant understand
you cant see the truth
you push me away an we fall into
the dream in the sky
up above our heads
an you ask why
an now the dream is dead

That isnt the reason
I ask you to day
It isnt the question
I ask you to stay...

An its not the time we spent
an its not all the things i ment
an its not all the love i have
Its all the things that got in the way

Why couldn't i speak
Why couldn't I see
All of this life has given to me
I've battled my demons
and kill an angel or two
I think my biggest loss, was driving a stake
between me and you
An Im paying the price
Im starting to see
The hate an lies and misery

But now your gone
The sky is gray
An all this is
Is yesterday

An I cant take it back
Or turn back the clock
All I can do
Is stand and never stop


Well I whish I could love
And find the truth
I whish I could see
and fall into

That dream that I had
That peace in my life
That one thing I lost
From all of the lies

But Im back on my feet
An now Im standing too
I might be standing alone
But Thats not true

I can see it now
an you can see it too
Were In the sky
In the Sea of blue

An This Is the reason that I sing to day
All The pain is gone an we slip away
An we take our paths
They may never meet
We'll grow on the way
That starts today
An Well see in the end
When we make it someday
You'll see the star that I Leave today
That Star In the Sky
Shining up above
Why Is not the reason

You wont sing this song.

Norman J. Heabel III Crux

to all those who have lost some one in love or in death we move on and become stronger for it as long as we live we remember those who have touched our hearts and our lives for as long as we live they are still alive today. to a fellow band member Rest IN Peace my friend you left this earth to young and we will remember you, to my Uncle I never got to meet, and to the all of you out their in the world looking for your self and someone to love your not alone. Carry on an may the Star in the sky bring you joy.